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May 4, 2012

Twelve Fifty-One


Krissy & Ericka
"12:51" Lyrics


I'm scrolling through my cellphone for the 20th time today
I'm reading the text you sent me again
Though I memorized it anyway

It was an afternoon in December
When it reminded you of the day
When we bumped into each other
But you didn't say hi 'cause I looked away

And maybe that was the biggest mistake of my life
And maybe I haven't moved on since that night

'Cause it's 12:51 and I thought my feelings were gone
But I'm lying on my bed thinking of you again
And the moon shines so bright but I gotta dry these tears tonight
'Cause you're moving on and I'm not that strong to hold on any longer
Oh oh oh oh...

And I saw you with her, didn't think you'd find another
And my world just seem to crush shouldn't have thought that his would last

And maybe that was the biggest mistake of my life
And maybe I haven't moved on since that night

'Cause it's 12:51 and I thought my feelings were gone
But I'm lying on my bed thinking of you again
And the moon shines so bright but I gotta dry these tears tonight
'Cause you're moving on and I'm not that strong to hold on any longer

As the sky outside gets brighter and my eyes begin to tire
I'm slowly drowning in memories of him
And I know it shouldn't matter as my heart begins to shatter
I'm left to wonder just how it should have been, yeah

It's 12:51 and I thought my feelings were gone
But I'm lying on my bed, I'm not thinking of you again
And the moon shines so bright but I gotta dry these tears tonight
'Cause you're moving on and I'm not that strong to hold on
'Cause I'll prove you wrong that I can move on through this song
So much stronger
Oh oh oh oh...

This song was been so significant to me. After my break up with a seminarian student which was been so hard and complicated. Every night I try to sleep but I can't over come the pain. I'd let him go cause I thought i'd be more okay. But I realize the feeling were still here. He's still the song I keep on singing. I can't even stop thinking about him. Until one day, I just prayed and surrendered him to God, that's the time I realize that we're not meant for each other. And I proved to him that I've moved on. And HE is my GREATEST GIFT I gave to GOD! And the memories of him, will always remain true forever.

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